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battlestarbean Ugh, I'm feeling emotions right now and it's all bothersome. Well, to be honest, it's not so much the feeling that bothers me, but the particular emotions I'm rocking right now. Mainly I'm feeling sorry for myself. It's a Friday night, and I'm chilling at home playing with my cat. Under normal circumstances there would be absolutely nothing wrong with that, but I find that it's okay to do that if you make the decision to spend your evening that way; it is not okay when you're doing it because you feel like all you friends have abandoned you and they were useless to begin with and why the hell do you even still talk to those assholes anyway.
Le sigh. The main squeeze is off playing in a Magic tournament with a group of his friends, one of whom (which? I'm not so good with the writing) happens to be my best friend. So my best friend and my husband are off playing in a Magic tournament, robbing me of my two main sources of entertainment--fine, whatever. They're entitled to be massive nerds without me every once in awhile, and if I had been able to sort of resign myself to a night in, that would have been fine. However, another pal of mine asked if I wanted to something with her tonight and when I texted her back and asked what she had in mind, she didn't call or text me back with a response. That was sort of uncool. And YES, I did try calling her again---she never responded. She's just being a flake. Nothing new.
So I'm a little salty about my situation but I imagine I'll get it over soon. I miss my fandom friends. I miss my friend Megan the insane insomniac who listened to Oingo Boingo unironically, watched Red Dwarf, and got me hooked on Harry Potter fanfic. If she were here she'd be down for an adventure, damnit. I miss Koko, who once stuck me in the boot of a car so we could get into a drive in without having to pay for more that one ticket and went to see Chronicles of Narnia on ecstasy for some unfathomable reason. I miss Kara who used to show me porn, and Kavita who meowed at things.
Everyone's all grown up and assholish now.
Alright, I think I'm done sulking now. Patches O'Houlihan is about to get crushed by a Luck of The Irish sign on TV. Who could stay in a pissy mood when that's coming up?
Le sigh. The main squeeze is off playing in a Magic tournament with a group of his friends, one of whom (which? I'm not so good with the writing) happens to be my best friend. So my best friend and my husband are off playing in a Magic tournament, robbing me of my two main sources of entertainment--fine, whatever. They're entitled to be massive nerds without me every once in awhile, and if I had been able to sort of resign myself to a night in, that would have been fine. However, another pal of mine asked if I wanted to something with her tonight and when I texted her back and asked what she had in mind, she didn't call or text me back with a response. That was sort of uncool. And YES, I did try calling her again---she never responded. She's just being a flake. Nothing new.
So I'm a little salty about my situation but I imagine I'll get it over soon. I miss my fandom friends. I miss my friend Megan the insane insomniac who listened to Oingo Boingo unironically, watched Red Dwarf, and got me hooked on Harry Potter fanfic. If she were here she'd be down for an adventure, damnit. I miss Koko, who once stuck me in the boot of a car so we could get into a drive in without having to pay for more that one ticket and went to see Chronicles of Narnia on ecstasy for some unfathomable reason. I miss Kara who used to show me porn, and Kavita who meowed at things.
Everyone's all grown up and assholish now.
Alright, I think I'm done sulking now. Patches O'Houlihan is about to get crushed by a Luck of The Irish sign on TV. Who could stay in a pissy mood when that's coming up?
